I have a new philosophy. I’m only going to dread one day at a time. ~ Schulz
My life is good. I have no money worries. There is a roof over my head. A couple of people truly care about me. I recently returned to England after a long and recuperative vacation in Nevada. My physical health is fine; yesterday I walked five miles in what passes for sunshine in the North East of England. By every measure I am fit and healthy. Yet I am filled with anxiety, apprehension, and fearfulness. I have agoraphobia, being very reluctant to leave the garret at all. I am afraid of meeting people. I get tongue tied and hesitant when I speak. I’m lonely, I can hardly think at all. I am worried that something really bad will happen ~ but I know not what of. Some say that we cannot ever avoid fear. And that to him who is in fear everything is dangerous. All I know is that a brain injury does strange things to your emotions.
Jack Collier
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Since I am not in your shoes, my friend, it is impossible for me to feel what you feel, but I want you to know that I care. You are a good man, as I have learned over the years, and it is heartbreaking to see you going through so much self-doubt. But, I can tell from your words that you’re trying hard to overcome the dread and use my favourite tool, “mind over matter” to do so. Know that I’m thinking of you and that I care, for that is all I can offer, my friend. Hugs
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Thank You Jill. Things are better every day. It’s just a matter of time and healing.
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Sending healing energy! You have accomplished so much in a short time after the accident.
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Thank you so much. From now on things will get better and better.
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Blessed and Happy day 🌄
Greetings 👋🇪🇸
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